Where there is a will, there is always a way. Its not a question about if would ever be able to own a house of your own or not, but whether you can afford one or not. Its about if you got the pateince and determination to walk that extra mile or not. Its about whether you believe in self and those around you or not. You haven’t mentioned anything about how qualified and experienced are you. You haven’t mentioned how many people are there in your family-dependent and non dependent. You haven’t mentioned your liabilities etc. All these things need to be known before one is able to give you any sensible advice. Sometimes it happens that we are so caught up in our own circumstances that we just can’t see the way out. But the fact is there is always a way waiting for us to walk on. Only thing we need is someone to show us the way out.