With all your rantings it seems like you are more in need of a shrink than money. Don’t get me wrong, but its irritating to see how many messages you have posted on here to see help from Oracle as if its some God. Instead of wasting your time writing on the websites like that I would suggest go back to your real world and take the problems head on. There is something called insolvency law in India whereby you can get yourself legally insolvent and get rid of debtors. If you can’t do that you can go tell the debtors straight you haven’t gotten any money. Ofcourse, they will try to force you to sell your house or whatever assets you got in order to get their money back but then again its not a bad situation. So long as you are alive, you can always look forward to getting back what you have lost. Posting such messages on the net is not going to be helpful at all as you are not the only one who has got such issues. Everyone in this world has his own load of shit and if every one starts doing what you doing nothing in this world ever be resolved. Get your lazy ass out and try to find out ways to settle the issues in a way that is not detrimental to anyone, not yourself, not your future generations. Courgae is not always fighting enemies on the front, fighting terrorists in the cities, fighting molesters on the streets; courage is what a poor rickshawpuller does, what laboruer on the street does. Inspite of their extreme poverty they manage to keep themselves alive, manage to keep themselves honest, manage to keep themselves fighting. If you want real inspiration, sit with a rickshaw puller for 5 minutes, one who toils hard in scorching heat to provide for his wife and children. Poor people, with honesty in their hearts and determination in their mind to fight the never ending monster of poverty are the real heroes. Stop this non-sense here at once.
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