We met last summer, became instant friends, then our relationship eventually developed after having sex again and again over the course of a few months. We became so close that I really started to fall for him. Then, last fall, I moved to another city. We kept in touch, and I supported him through his hardships. We started talking about him coming to visit me, and he was going to stay with me. However, it was taking him a while to make the move and go for it. After one weekend, I spontaneously decided to visit him instead. There was a miscommunication concerning the date I was visiting, so he was surprised to see me. I stayed with him at his apartment for two nights. The first night was fine. We made plans to spend time together after he got off of work on the second night. He told me he would make time for me. However, he completely broke my heart when he never came home and refused to come home when I was stranded outside his apartment, expecting someone to be home to let me in. He knew I was upset, and he never came home that night. I slept alone in his bed and left early the next morning. It was the most heartbreaking thing. I couldn’t forgive him for the way he made me feel. And he didn’t really try to make it up to me, other than saying sorry and hating himself. We stopped talking, but recently we started chatting again. I’m still head over heels for him, and I don’t know how he feels about me. What should I do? I want to tell him that I still have feelings for him, but I’m not sure how he will react. Even if he does still like me, I’m not sure if he would take a risk and try to be with me. Or visit me. Or anything. From what I’ve heard, he distances himself from every girl who tries to get close. But I though that maybe I was different. I don’t know, help! Should I go for it?
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